Sunday, October 29, 2006

Don't you just hate it when life plays tricks on you? And the part that sucks is that it happens all the time. Jokes are funny, I admit but when the joke is on you it's obvious its nothing to be happy about.

I just arrived from school, thinking that today is supposed to be the first day of class they reckon we have a general orientation this morning for our scheds and stuff. I got up early, got dressed (in uniform) and ate breakfast in haste. I arrived in school 7:30, so just in time. But wtf, no one's bloody there! Gaaaah, luckily I saw MJ (a former classmate of mine but she's smarter so she's a section above me now) in uniform too (now I believe that great minds think alike, haha) and asked her if the orientation really is today well she didn't know either (obviously she was as clueless as me) and decided that she'll text up her mates to check if its true coz she told me it was her classmates that told her that classes start today (it says so in our enrollment form).

And guess what? It turns out that classes will officially start on Thursday (4th)! Fuck, if thats the case then they shouldn't have written October 30 in our forms! Godammit! I should've stayed home and slept! I'm pissed right now and it's not funny. On the bright side of things, I do have allowance money (coz mom also thought I have classes today) so I have money to spend on surfing...haha! Omg I'm so baaaaad. =P

By the way, I saw my former flirt buddy Michael this morning when I went to school. Turns out he hangs out at school to get allowance money (what a loser), and he spotted me. The fuckin jerk laughed at me, coz he asked if I too thought classes start today. Pft, yeah yeah whatever. The moron held my hand, sheessh. We were so over dude, not cool. Gone were the days when he used to call me 'gummybear'...yech. What were we thinking?! And why the hell did I let him call me that? Jeez, how lame.

Oh yeah, I had dreams about Ael every night after my last blog entry. See, I told you I would. I don't remember much of it coz I don't wanna keep track. But yeah I have dreams of him, maybe I'll have one tonight as well. Hey, I'm not doing it on purpose! Pft, I don't want having em in the first place.

Sandy, I was online yesterday but you weren't, haha but it's okay I figure'd you were probably to drunk to be online so it's fine. Haha. But I want pictures woman, there better be! Bwahaha. Hope you're not to hung over. Hugs!

peace out y'all. =)

4:27 PM

Thursday, October 26, 2006

"No guy is worth a girl's tears...
The only one who's worth your tears
Is the one who knows he could, but never ever make you cry."

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I had a dream about Mishael again last night, for the second time now. The first one I started dreaming about him two days ago but Marc was also in it. Dunno why, it's some sort of a BFF reunion I guess haha! We haven't hang out together since woah April?! That's a long time ago. I have to admit, eventhough I hate those guys' guts I miss them lots as well. Well they're both busy with their own lives I guess. Marc has his gf to keep him busy, and oh yeah school and Ael with church stuff and school I'm sure. Maybe he has a gf again for all I know. I dunno, we don't talk anymore.

I'm afraid I'll be dreaming of him again for quite a few times once again, 'coz the last time I had dreams about him they continued for a whole damn week. So seven days of pure torture. The weird part was, in all my dreams it always has a part of him telling me to leave him alone. Hell, that was what I was doing all this time. That was the point of not talking to him anymore. Duh? I hate having dreams of him or Marc, 'coz it always reminds me that I'll never have either one of them. I think there's an unspoken rule that best friends must never date each other, coz it just screws up everything. Pft. I hate this, I don't like having these dreams at all. It makes me miss those two morons even more.

But my dreams about him recently changed mood. Instead of him telling me to back off, he was the one initiating a hug or started popping out of nowhere to hold my hand or to say 'hi'. Can someone interpret these fucking dreams? Coz they're ruining my day really. Jeez, I need a life.

Moving on, I went to school to get my PHC (Primary Health Care) grades and return-demo evaluation sheets. They were okay, except for 3 ones below 90. Fucking clinical instructors, I did on on those procedures! Overall, my grade was okay I guess. Better that than to get zero.

OMG I just learned something that ruined my day, well the rest of my school year that is. Hendry was transferred to another section! What the fuck?! The idiot enrolled late, so it was partly his fault! Shit, and I thought I'll have fun this semester coz we started talking lately. Argh, I'm super depressed upon hearing this. I saw him today when he got his grades, he looked sad as he sat beside me. Gaaah, stupid school. I happen to like like that boy! I have to admit I want to snog him even...haha! There I finally admitted it Sandy, lol.

What now? *sigh* I hate this...I don't wanna go to school anymore! =P

xoxo
~Shine

11:51 PM

Shine

About Me

name: Sherry Ann Jarloyan

nicknames: Shine, Shiney, Shine-shoes (dont ask why), Sisi, Sha

age: 18

hometown: Pasig City, Metro Manila

location: Bacolod City

hobbies: surfing the net, making fics, chatting with my online besties

besties: DGurlz, dDs especially the Perve Quads. Mwah!

motto: "It's not the size that matters, it's how you use it." =P

describe yourself: happy-go-lucky, whimsical, random, smartass, little miss friendly who thinks asian guys who are metrosexual looking are HOT. Shine also desperately wants to go to California and Aussie to visit my besties there and check out em cute guys there. Enjoys hanging out with her BFFs and talk about random stuff. She thinks Harry and Hermione should definitely hook up and have pretty kids togther, and wants Draco Malfoy all for herself. Burn bitches!

message to all: "Thanks for dopping by my blog, if have hate comments then leave me alone bitches!"

~*~*~*~

we ran here and there,
all around this little maze of love.
we passed countless obstacles,
but in the end we were back to square one.
i guess this is fate, that we're meant to be together.

~*~*~*~

Shine

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