we ran around in circles,
but in the end we're still entangled.
its the game of fate, isn't it?

Pretty sums up how I feel today... *sigh*

Okay, so what if MARC was in the same effin cafe I was in yesterday? Pft. Like I cared. Remind me to kick my sister's arse for thinking I cared. Hell, so what if he was on the second floor (gaming room)? Shesssh, my sis can be so dumb at times.

Really I don't give a fuck.

Haha....NOT.

MOVING ON: OMG so many to rant about this week. Well classes started on the 6th and I was uber excited my old mates. Well my classmates and I got lucky 'coz this week is supposed to be out duty week so no lectures...burn bitches! Lol. Our former classmates that got transferred to another sections were unlucky coz this week was their lecture week, which means they'll be having classes right away. Aww. Bad for them, hooray for us. Haha. I'm so bad. So yeah that means I have one week off again. Ain't life grand? =P So yeah my friends and I decided to go malling to kill time and do a little bashing along the way...lol. It was pretty fun but tiring, oh yeah and I ended up bankrupt by the end of the day. We had lunch at the mall then did some window shopping and looked out for hotties. Yeah, girl stuff. Haha the best part was Karaoke! Yeah! We rented a KTV room and sang our hearts out. Wtf, Nina chose really hard ones to sing (Kelly Clarkson and Evanescence ones) and gaaah she made me sing them! Like hell. Hmf.

I won't tell you my scores, coz I think the machine has a problem. I think its broken or something. LOL. Like duh? No scores below 95? They have to repair that machine...its so wrong. Haha!

Oh yeah I saw Hendry before that. Pft, the moron put on a sad face when he saw me and said, "Aww, we're not classmates anymore." Uh hello? I already know that so don't remind me again. Shessh, I'm devastated really. But I got to hold his hand....haha one point! Sweet.

I got bored last weekend so I watched a movie, Snakes On A Plane. It was okay, not bad. I love the OST though (Bring It(Snakes on A Plane) by Cobra Starship) 'coz William Beckett (the Academy Is...) sang the chorus. OMG...how hot can he get? The video of the song at the credits was awesome. Pretty cool 'coz Pete Wentz (Fall Out Boy) was in it. Reminds of the Fall Out Boy's video for "A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Me" video. Man, it was lead singer hotness fest! Brendon Urie (P!ATD), William Beckett and Pete. Like gaaaah. Gotta love 'em.

Today was Orientation Day. Like damn, we'll be doing Community Work and duties this sem. It's going to be hell. Paperworks will pile up like shit and I'll die. I need a freakin PC now, I'm serious. I'm such a loser for not having a PC or a laptop. Gah. All I want for Christmas is a PC or a laptop. *sigh*

But OMG...NEW PHONE! MotorolaRazr V3i! *evil laugh* Like hell yeah, finally! It's black though, I wanted a silver one like my old one. But my mom has it now so they'll look the same. The bloody old one doesn't have a video recorder, so yeah I'm contended with anything that records at the moment. Lol. Nokia's are too expensive for Mom at the moment. That's okay, she's cool for buying me a new one. Hooray Mum! =)

Saw Warlie again today....still hot as ever and guess what? We have the same duty days! Woot woot! I'm crossing my fingers that we'll be assigned on the same community. Bwahaha. Fun.

I'll rant again tomorrow hopefully after class. See ya!




I'll be missing a few people when the second semester starts, since by some unlucky chance, most of my good friends were moved to another section. It'll be a sad semester for me I guess, for they'll be not with me anymore. I just hate it, for I have to adjust to another environmnent again. I'll be missing them loads, and I dread going to school this Monday. It'll never be the same without 'em.

I'll be missing these people this semester:

Japhet
Precious
Hendry
Jinnefer
Camela

Shit, school won't be the same without 'em. *sigh* And I'm fucking sad 'coz there's only one official hottie in my year, can you believe that?! Only one! Jeez, what a pathetic school. Remind me to transfer ASAP while I still can. lol.

Okay, nothing much happened this week for I just slept all day mostly. I entered a fanfic competition at EW and I hope I did well. It took me 8 freaking hours to make. Woah, the longest one so far. Many hugs to Sandee for beta-reading some of it. You're the best Dee! =)

Mom's moving away again this month, she'll be going back to Manila for her work. Oh well, she'll be home for the holidays anyway so it's all good.Good news is, she'll send money once she gets her bonus and use it to buy a brand new PC (okay I begged for a laptop but my freaking brother disagreed) and have a internet connection up and going ASAP. Like yehey! I won't be going to these darn cafe's anymore! Bwahaha. Oh yeah, the cable connection will be re-connected as well. Splendid. It'll be a merry Christmas indeed.

I'm pissed at how Gerard Way (My Chemical Romance) looks like now. I like him better when he was so emo-looking/gothic kinda guy. Now he's wtf, blonde!?! He should've sticked to the gothic get-up...he's so much hotter that way. Now, it's like he's a boyband member or something. I dunno. But I love their new single Black Parade. It totally kicks ass.

Oh yeah..here's a pic of his new look:





Don't you just hate it when life plays tricks on you? And the part that sucks is that it happens all the time. Jokes are funny, I admit but when the joke is on you it's obvious its nothing to be happy about.

I just arrived from school, thinking that today is supposed to be the first day of class they reckon we have a general orientation this morning for our scheds and stuff. I got up early, got dressed (in uniform) and ate breakfast in haste. I arrived in school 7:30, so just in time. But wtf, no one's bloody there! Gaaaah, luckily I saw MJ (a former classmate of mine but she's smarter so she's a section above me now) in uniform too (now I believe that great minds think alike, haha) and asked her if the orientation really is today well she didn't know either (obviously she was as clueless as me) and decided that she'll text up her mates to check if its true coz she told me it was her classmates that told her that classes start today (it says so in our enrollment form).

And guess what? It turns out that classes will officially start on Thursday (4th)! Fuck, if thats the case then they shouldn't have written October 30 in our forms! Godammit! I should've stayed home and slept! I'm pissed right now and it's not funny. On the bright side of things, I do have allowance money (coz mom also thought I have classes today) so I have money to spend on surfing...haha! Omg I'm so baaaaad. =P

By the way, I saw my former flirt buddy Michael this morning when I went to school. Turns out he hangs out at school to get allowance money (what a loser), and he spotted me. The fuckin jerk laughed at me, coz he asked if I too thought classes start today. Pft, yeah yeah whatever. The moron held my hand, sheessh. We were so over dude, not cool. Gone were the days when he used to call me 'gummybear'...yech. What were we thinking?! And why the hell did I let him call me that? Jeez, how lame.

Oh yeah, I had dreams about Ael every night after my last blog entry. See, I told you I would. I don't remember much of it coz I don't wanna keep track. But yeah I have dreams of him, maybe I'll have one tonight as well. Hey, I'm not doing it on purpose! Pft, I don't want having em in the first place.

Sandy, I was online yesterday but you weren't, haha but it's okay I figure'd you were probably to drunk to be online so it's fine. Haha. But I want pictures woman, there better be! Bwahaha. Hope you're not to hung over. Hugs!

peace out y'all. =)



"No guy is worth a girl's tears...
The only one who's worth your tears
Is the one who knows he could, but never ever make you cry."

~*~*~

I had a dream about Mishael again last night, for the second time now. The first one I started dreaming about him two days ago but Marc was also in it. Dunno why, it's some sort of a BFF reunion I guess haha! We haven't hang out together since woah April?! That's a long time ago. I have to admit, eventhough I hate those guys' guts I miss them lots as well. Well they're both busy with their own lives I guess. Marc has his gf to keep him busy, and oh yeah school and Ael with church stuff and school I'm sure. Maybe he has a gf again for all I know. I dunno, we don't talk anymore.

I'm afraid I'll be dreaming of him again for quite a few times once again, 'coz the last time I had dreams about him they continued for a whole damn week. So seven days of pure torture. The weird part was, in all my dreams it always has a part of him telling me to leave him alone. Hell, that was what I was doing all this time. That was the point of not talking to him anymore. Duh? I hate having dreams of him or Marc, 'coz it always reminds me that I'll never have either one of them. I think there's an unspoken rule that best friends must never date each other, coz it just screws up everything. Pft. I hate this, I don't like having these dreams at all. It makes me miss those two morons even more.

But my dreams about him recently changed mood. Instead of him telling me to back off, he was the one initiating a hug or started popping out of nowhere to hold my hand or to say 'hi'. Can someone interpret these fucking dreams? Coz they're ruining my day really. Jeez, I need a life.

Moving on, I went to school to get my PHC (Primary Health Care) grades and return-demo evaluation sheets. They were okay, except for 3 ones below 90. Fucking clinical instructors, I did on on those procedures! Overall, my grade was okay I guess. Better that than to get zero.

OMG I just learned something that ruined my day, well the rest of my school year that is. Hendry was transferred to another section! What the fuck?! The idiot enrolled late, so it was partly his fault! Shit, and I thought I'll have fun this semester coz we started talking lately. Argh, I'm super depressed upon hearing this. I saw him today when he got his grades, he looked sad as he sat beside me. Gaaah, stupid school. I happen to like like that boy! I have to admit I want to snog him even...haha! There I finally admitted it Sandy, lol.

What now? *sigh* I hate this...I don't wanna go to school anymore! =P

xoxo
~Shine

Shine

About Me





name: Sherry Ann Jarloyan

nicknames: Shine, Shiney, Shine-shoes (dont ask why), Sisi, Sha

age: 18

hometown: Pasig City, Metro Manila

location: Bacolod City

hobbies: surfing the net, making fics, chatting with my online besties

besties: DGurlz, dDs especially the Perve Quads. Mwah!

motto: "It's not the size that matters, it's how you use it." =P

describe yourself: happy-go-lucky, whimsical, random, smartass, little miss friendly who thinks asian guys who are metrosexual looking are HOT. Shine also desperately wants to go to California and Aussie to visit my besties there and check out em cute guys there. Enjoys hanging out with her BFFs and talk about random stuff. She thinks Harry and Hermione should definitely hook up and have pretty kids togther, and wants Draco Malfoy all for herself. Burn bitches!

message to all: "Thanks for dopping by my blog, if have hate comments then leave me alone bitches!"

~*~*~*~

we ran here and there,
all around this little maze of love.
we passed countless obstacles,
but in the end we were back to square one.
i guess this is fate, that we're meant to be together.

~*~*~*~

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